The only Lady I truly loved and was married to for 27 years ended. The day we were married was the happiest day of my life. I had had puppy loves in my teen years but not the Real Love I had found. We both were fervent believers in Jesus, and I never thought our marriage would end.
A friend on face book told me that I was a blockhead if I believed The Bible, and that upset me and I started researching to prove that person wrong. I was still working then and spent my free time to study the words in their original Hebrew and Aramaic words. The moire I studied and research, the more lies I uncovered. I specifically studied the Dead Sea Scrolls. One of the Scholars on that team was John Allegro. He was planning on becoming a Pastor until he started uncovering problems in the text, and then he became an Atheist. Mainstream Religious news does not report those kind of details. There ia much plagiarism in The Bible. Details in The Bible are reported as history, but do not match up with the time period The Bible states.
“We must not understand or take in a literal sense, what is written in the book on the creation [Genesis], nor form of it the same ideas, which are participated by the generality of mankind, otherwise our ancient sages would not have recommended us to hide the real meaning of it, and not to lift the allegorical veil, which covers the truth contained therein. When taken in its literal sense, that work gives the most absurd and most extravagant ideas of the Deity. Whosoever should divine its true meaning, ought to take great care in not divulging it.” Rabbi Moses Maimonides Guide For The Perplexed (2;29)
I think of a Johnny Rivers song ‘the only girl I cared about has gone away lookin for a brand new start but little does she know that when she left that day along with her she took my heart.”
We divorced because we no longer believed the same way. I have been a truth seeker for many years. Real Love is Unconditional, and a True Creator would love everyone unconditionally. Love for Loves Sake, with no strings attached.
I will never find a Love like I had and will remain single for the rest of my life.